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Exams !!

Exams will make you feel if you don't study for it, you'll die.. literally.
But, not me..

I've been reading this whole day,
Articles,
Comics,
Newspapers,
Magazines,
Story books,
Catalogs,
Food menus,
Digi bills,
and etc etc.

but not my notes..
I need help.. seriously..

Random

" Woody: Come on Jesse, you would give up everything just to spend one day with Emily again."

-quoted from "Toy Story 2"

You're where my book begins

It still feels the same whenever I read it,
fresh as it is.

friendship when it all started,
know not what future may bring,
hardships together we shared,
hearts slowly meet a longing.

i remember the first time,
i looked into your eyes,
the feelings made me
feel like there heaven in the skies.

your feelings i dare not rate,
moves i afraid to make,
chances i scared to take,
losing you is what i hate.

everyday heartache felt,
not knowing how you feel,
my heart for you it melts,
my feelings for you are truly real.

you are what i always seek,
regret i would not want,
chances taken in meek,
you are all that i really want.

you are always in my eyes,
feelings at heart it lies,
courage built and arise,
holding hands is when it ties.

you, the one i care,
love, floating in the air,
moments, together we share,
my love for you, will forever be there.

Always

"*JuNi3* says:
later I feel like im not on your mind"

It's not possible for me not to have you in my mind,

You, have always been in my mind,
I've think of you all the time,
No matter what happens,

You'll be always be in my mind,
always.

Desperation

There's always a picture,
it will always remind him,
that it was once,

how happy, stable and perfect it once was.

But, things changed,
it's gone, he ruined everything,
thrown everything away just like that.

Without thinking how precious it actually is for him,

His,
pride, ego, stubbornness, selfishness, anger,
led him to this corner.

Everything isn't right anymore,
Tears dried,
Hearts hardened,
Feelings numbed,

Can he salvage it back? He asked himself.

He grew desperate,

to restore everything,
back like it used to.

If he can't, please.. stay, even for awhile.

Disappointment

I've failed.

I said I'll wait,
but,
I've failed.

I said I would be better,
but,
I've failed.

I said I would tolerate,
but,
I've failed.

I said I would try to give in,
but,
I've failed.

I said I promised,
but,
I've failed.

In my mind, I always wanted things to turn out right,
but, all I've done is just sinking it even further than it was.

I've failed, terribly.

I..

I just can't stop thinking about you

.

.

.

.

I Miss You.

There's no turning back

At first,

I thought I can make you live your dreams,
You said I'm capable of doing so,

I've let you down, each and everytime,
I've only shown you,

my weaknesses, my shortcomings, my flaws,

I've crushed your hopes and dreams,
I've made you lose grip on what you held precious.

I can only live with regrets of things I've said and done,

If there's a chance to relive all the dark moments I created,
I want to make things right again.

I'm really losing you.
I can only say I'm sorry.

1st post!

Woohoo!!

Yes! I created a blog!
an achievement! :D

Now.. gonna have to stick with it..