KSP: Byy, can you 'cha' (massage) me?

Every night, she'll sleep peacefully right after, with her cute little snoring sound.

And every morning I would see her peaceful face sleeping right beside me, that's something I missed most.

I miss everything about her.

Why I thrown all these out the window?

I got only myself to blame.

And I could only wonder of what could have been.

With all my regrets,

PiB

Dear blog,

It has been very long since I was last here, and every time I'm here, I'll write about my regrets.

And that's the reason I'm here yet again.

This time, I've done something, something that I, myself can't forgive. I hurt someone I love most, someone who is very dear to me. Anger and doubts got the best of me.

There is no one to blame but myself for the actions I did.

Anyhow, it's all history now.

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I've lost my relationship,
I've lost my life companion..

I've lost a part of myself.

Regrets is whats left in me, and it will stay.

Strawberries and vanilla will be separated,
Puss in boots will no longer with Kitty Soft Paws.
No more fei por byy, bb..

All lies are memories of us,

Moments shared, will forever carved in my mind and heart.

I will cherish all the memories with you, the good and the bad.

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I'm sorry for what I've done,

I'm sorry that I've thrown the relationship away.

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We once said and promised to each other "if one of us still love another, we cannot separate"

I really do hope we're still together, I'm sorry.

I will always, always love you, KSP.
PiB