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I've looked through our chats history in Facebook, as I was looking, there was this post of her's attached with a link and asking if I dont feel anything looking at the posts and pictures we shared and exchanged.

That time, I did.

I felt the love we shared, the bond between us.

I felt that I love this girl very much.

Now, I really wanted to ask her to click on the link again and want to ask if she still feel the same way I felt. But I cant.

I've made the greatest mistake of my life by letting someone like her slipped away,

and caused so much damage and pain unto her.

I am in no place to ask for forgiveness, and a chance.

I miss her so much..

But nothing I can do.

ISLYVM

Once a wonderful, full of love, joy and laughter relationship,

Had gone down a rough road, bumps after bumps..

He made many mistakes, wounds that could never heal..

Only regrets left.. of what's lost, is precious.

I love this girl, with all my heart. And I got only myself to blame for this.
For the mistake I've made, I've lost her.

I miss her tiny little hands I held on,
I miss her body weight on me when I lied down,
I miss her snores putting me to sleep,
I miss her cute gestures to get me to sayang her,
I miss her day-by-day complaints,
I miss the moments we shared, the sad and happy moments,
I miss her hugs, kisses, and those "I love you"s,
I miss accompanying her shopping,
I miss her massaging her,
I miss riding motorcycle with her,
I miss her being my GPS although she's not good at it,
I miss exploring new places with her,
I miss watching movies with her,
I miss kicking ball, volleyballing with her,
I miss those moments we stared at each other and never say a word,
I miss those minis,
I miss pandas,
I miss taking pictures with her,
I miss eating together with her,
I miss swimming with her,
I miss windows shopping with her,
I miss travelling with her,
I miss us,
I miss her,
I miss Teh Aun Joo,
I miss Raymie,
I miss bB, bybyy,
I miss planning things with her,
I miss lok lok,
I miss the lake,
I miss calling her nuunoob,
I miss sending her to work,
I miss picking her up from work,
I miss Subways on Mondays,
I miss Nasi Goreng Ketam with her,
I miss her massage(pinches),
I miss her smile,
I miss her tak-syok face,
I miss those things we did for each other, the bandage card,
I miss you talk crap about Lydia,
I miss manja-kan her,
I miss being di-manja-kan by her,
I miss the boat ride in Mines,
I miss what we did in Pav and Gardens.
I miss the moments in Subang Square,
I miss the moment we spent in the car,
I miss you,

There's a lot more that I really miss about her.. the list will go on and on..
I really miss her so much..

I Love You, Teh Aun Joo.

I'm Sorry.

memories of the past

things you saw,
things you said,
things you did,
things you felt,
things you experienced,
things you encountered,

every single thing happened in your life, there's memories of it,
fond or not fond of it, you somehow will miss the moments one day or another,
it is a part of you.

some of the things you mentioned that you miss, i can't helped feeling sad..

those are the moments.. that im not a part of you.

it's a choice

|| when you're being pushed away,

|| question is, will you go further away?

|| or you'll get close again?

How not to

I'm here and you're there.

in any word described, we're still being apart,

though it's temporary, my heart fond for you..

I've grown too attached to you..

missing you, tell me how not to..

My Only

You worth every single sweat I sweat, every time I spent,
You worth everything of mine.

You mean the world to me,
You are the one that can make my heartbeat go fast and slow at the same time,

You are the one who I fell in love with,
You are the one who I want to be with..




Isn't she beautiful?

You're my only panda girl,
I love you.

Mini

Introducing..

unauthorized photo :p

Mini and Mini mini !! :D

These pillows can really make one go krokk peacefully every night.

*smiles*

You're where my book begins

It still feels the same whenever I read it,
fresh as it is.

friendship when it all started,
know not what future may bring,
hardships together we shared,
hearts slowly meet a longing.

i remember the first time,
i looked into your eyes,
the feelings made me
feel like there heaven in the skies.

your feelings i dare not rate,
moves i afraid to make,
chances i scared to take,
losing you is what i hate.

everyday heartache felt,
not knowing how you feel,
my heart for you it melts,
my feelings for you are truly real.

you are what i always seek,
regret i would not want,
chances taken in meek,
you are all that i really want.

you are always in my eyes,
feelings at heart it lies,
courage built and arise,
holding hands is when it ties.

you, the one i care,
love, floating in the air,
moments, together we share,
my love for you, will forever be there.

I..

I just can't stop thinking about you

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I Miss You.